In your hands I am just a vessel
Made and fashioned differently
Though others my thoughts do not embrace
In thee do I have confidence
Laying down all my setbacks and confusion
The queerness in me that the world only sees
But you see me differently
And have spotted out a special me in me
I am no one’s favorite
If only I could count the tears, anger and pain I’ve caused
Besides it all, thou a place for me has found
Taking out the tiger spots in my skin
If for nothing when all my hope is lost
With the heaviness inside I look to thee and I am comforted
And you put songs in my lips that the feeling of rejection be near me no more
And peace that supasses human comprehension overwhelms me

 

If only the world can see what I see
If only the world will understand …
But I am rest assured
For in His hands I lay

Ella

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